Open letter to the guy who broke me. An Open Letter to the Man Who Broke My Heart

And, I will one day understand that all of this was a part of a plan greater than I could ever imagine. I was the perfect target. When I think about everything that has happened, I wonder if maybe I was meant to love and lose you. Pennsylvania State University. And hate [for now], Me.

 

Thank you for showing me what a man is not. Thank you helping me realize what I don't deserve, and what I shouldn't put up with. Thank you for.I think it's time for me to start understanding that you are now just one of those people that is out of my reach.

 

I thought you were supposed to love me. I thought you were supposed to make me better and stronger than I already am. I thought you were my.It was like a switch had flipped, and we were fighting everyday- about things that didn't even matter.

 

You're a terrible, mean, and selfish person and I wish you nothing good in this world. All I wish is for me, and what I wish for myself is that.What I didn't know until months out of our relationship if you could even call it that is that you are the worst kind of abuser: one who doesn't even try to abuse someone but just does.

 

Thank you for teaching me that not everyone comes in your life as a blessing but as a lesson you should learn from. Thank you for allowing me to become a better.I will be OK because no matter how many people trample on my heart, they will never take my love.

 

The truth was I never stopped loving you. I didn't know what to do, be with the guy I was with who kept hurting me or be with you who I loved.I wonder what it feels like to know that you have completely broken someone.

 

My guard did come down, and I let you in, but unfortunately, you broke all those promises. And with the broken promises, you left me even more broken than I.I refused to listen to the little red flags at the beginning.

 

You were never the perfect choice. I knew that from the beginning, but I didn't care. I refused to listen to my friends' warnings that we.But still, I want you to know that someday I will forgive you for the pain you brought into my life.

 

I can't say you're all responsible for the mess I've become. It was my fault for giving you a part of me I knew would stay empty after you're.The method brings you back to reality and it's scientifically proven to help because it takes your mind off of the attack.

 

I loved you through changing circumstance and the rapid movement of time. I even loved you when you decided that you didn't love me anymore. I.We don't know if he will be leaving.

 

You left and what's worse is I don't even know why. What could I have possibly done to make you abandon me so ruthlessly? All I ever wanted was.But, I was wrong.

 

We were a small moment in a life of billions of moments.

 

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Never in person.

 

Why God?!

 

Those 17 hour road trips back and forth to new cities really placed perspective on it all.

 

I hold on to the idea of us, even though it hurts like hell, even though you broke me.

 

And hate [for now], Me.

 

Once you were done with me and snoring away, I would lay there numb and feeling so empty, but that didn't bother you in the least bit.

 

You want everyone to meld and form to your version of a perfect world.

 

These movements then deliver my thoughts and emotions into the minds of human beings who cannot be reached by the sound of my voice.

 

Perhaps you should just give me a little bit of a break and try to see things from my side.

 

You only told me you loved me over text and if I needed consoling.

 

The same goes for any other form of exercise; do it frequently but in shorter bursts.

 

And that is why I am penning you this open letter.

 

But, I was wrong.

 

I saw someone who seemed even more broken than I already was, and I wanted to help you heal.

 

If you recognize you're having an attack, it helps to realize it.

 

Maybe you thought it had stayed as amazing as it was in the beginning.